He looks like a baby hippopotamus.”
That’s what I overheard my fifth-grade teacher say when I tried out for hurdles before our one-day track-and-field competition.
That I remember this comment some thirty-five years later says something about how much it stung.
Fast-forward to about three weeks ago, when I’m training for my first triathlon. I’m not too worried about the cycling and running, but the swimming intimidates me.
On race day I’ll need to swim a half-mile in the open water.
I’ve been sticking to what for me is a rigorous training schedule—twelve weeks of training, six days a week.
And on this particular morning I was in the pool, pulling myself through the water, but struggling. What am I doing wrong? Why is this so hard?
And that’s when I heard it again: “He looks like a baby hippopotamus.”
I slammed my hand on the wall and gulped the air.
“Hey, why are you doing this?” I asked myself, catching my breath. “Why are you here?”
And I repeated a goal I reviewed almost daily all year: “I want to finish my first triathlon with a smile by October 1.”
“Good,” I said back, “then get back out there.” And I pushed off the wall into my next lap.
Dealing with Negative Self-Talk
One of the most insidious forces on the planet is negative self-talk.
Whether it’s an old teacher, a parent, or the voice of our own over-the-top pessimism, negative self-talk smashes the endeavors that are most important to us.
If we cannot find a way to combat it, to overcome negative self-talk and move forward, we are not likely to accomplish the work we feel called to do.
Nobody escapes this pernicious foe. I have not met a writer yet who does not face it on a very regular basis.
Finding the Voice of Encouragement
A few days later I was back in the pool, doing my best but still struggling a bit.
And this time I heard a very different voice than that of my old teacher.
I heard what I as a father said to my daughter when she was learning to ice-skate and to my son when he was training for his first 5K.
“Remember to enjoy it.”
When we’re involved in important work and every cell in our bodies is focused on a particular mission, it can be all-consuming. We can forget to have fun.
I heard the voice of encouragement: “Remember to enjoy it. You’re out here doing something good for yourself. You might as well have a little fun while you’re at it.”
I instantly relaxed and kept swimming.
What Negative Self-Talk Sounds Like for Writers
If you’re a writer, you face a maniacal, fire-breathing opponent who’s every bit as deadly as the villains we read about and watch on the big screen.
Except this battle is not out there somewhere, it’s happening within us.
A lot is at stake. We will either accomplish the projects that are important to us, or we won’t.
Negative self-talk takes various forms for writers:
- “You’re not good enough.”
- “No publisher is ever going to be interested in your work.”
- “You’re a terrible writer.”
- “Who cares about this book?”
- “You’re not worthy.”
- “You’re going to get rejected, and this book will never see the light of day.”
- “Kiss your publishing dreams goodbye.”
And on and on and on.
Sound familiar? It is vital that you think about how to combat this enemy and put it in its place as often as it makes an appearance.
How do you do that?
How to Turn Your Self-Talk into an Ally
My advice is to start by not ignoring it.
It is painful to listen to what that voice is saying, so we often pretend it does not exist.
The problem with not acknowledging our negative self-talk is then it chatters away under the surface and slowly consumes our dreams bit by little bit.
No more.
The next time you hear the voice of negative self-talk, give it center stage. Listen to what it’s saying. Hear it out.
After you’ve done this, question what the voice is saying. Is it telling the truth?
Another tactic to try, as I did in the pool, is to remind yourself why you’re engaged in this work in the first place. Why are you here?
Then call upon your inner voice of confidence, your voice of faith and diligence.
If you were to replace what the negative voice is saying with the voice of encouragement, how would that go? What would it say?
In my case, it was “Remember to enjoy this.” If nothing else comes to mind, you’re free to borrow that line for yourself.
And finally, talk to a trusted friend, coach, or partner about the negative self-talk. Tell them your struggle.
Not long after I heard the hippopotamus line in the pool, I shared about it with a mentor of mine. He didn’t say much back, but he was supportive and empathetic. That’s all I needed to move forward.
To summarize:
- Listen to your negative self-talk. Hear it out.
- Question it. Is it telling the truth?
- Remind yourself why whatever you’re doing is important to you.
- Replace the voice of negativity with the voice of encouragement.
- Reach out to a trusted friend, coach, or partner.
The quality of our self-talk is important. When we’re intentional about it and follow the above steps, we’ll be better equipped to do the work that is most important to us.
Let’s practice this.What is something your negative self-talk tells you, and what will you tell yourself instead? You can leave a comment by clicking here.
If anyone needed proof that Chad’s words are true (that all writers struggle with this pernicious foe) one only needs to read the comments. Great stuff and thanks everyone for your honesty.
I brought this up as a topic of discussion at our last writers’ group session and it resonated with nearly all present. I shared the advice that Chad wrote (quite a few loved the phrase ‘pernicious foe’) and we recognised that as a writer’s group we can be the mentors that Chad mentions as his last tip. Thanks again for your honesty, your skill as a writer and for inspiring us to be the writers we want to be.
And thank you, Dan, for taking the time to share how this article has had an impact on you and your writers’ group. That means a lot to me!
Thanks for this post, Chad. Really needed to read it: to know I didn’t struggle alone with a pernicious internal foe.
You’re welcome, Susan. Glad it was helpful. And thank you for taking the time to comment!
Reading your words, I began to think about the negative thoughts I’ve had and how they’ve held me back. They’re damaging if you don’t know how to corral them and get them back on track. Thanks for the encouragement today. The next time I hear the doubting voice in my head, I know what to do with it.
Glad the post was helpful to you, Joseph, and thanks for commenting!
Not an author, but a very proud father. I understand the pain and the gain. Looked like a good time had by all!.
Thanks, Dad!
Great post, Chad. I like that you highlight giving the negative attention as it will be there and demand to be acknowledged eventually. Also very proud of you, my friend. You worked hard and enjoyed it.
Thanks, Alice!
You are so right about “listening” to your self-talk. We all need to confront it. Ask yourself, is this really true? Am I really a stupid idiot? Of course not!!! Then why did I just say that to myself? What I have found is that I’m usually recalling and replaying a painful memory, where I DID something I later thought was stupid. Hence the remark. Okay, now what? What did I learn? Have I ever repeated that “stupid” thing? And was it really stupid, or was I just trying mybest, and it didn’t turn out as planned? Such good stuff. Thanks for reinforcing this in my mind!!! I appreciate it.
Carolyn, you’re so welcome! Thanks for processing some of your own thinking in this comment.
Chad, I love this post and your honesty. As I finish a draft of my book proposal for Finding Flow I hear two voices in my head: Atta Boy Brian—you’re a writer and doing it! The other voice says, “Oh Brother. There you go tipping windmills again. Won’t you just quit it?” I love your line: remember to enjoy it! I am going to post it on my computer screen!!! thanks and congrats on finishing your first Tri!!!
Brian
Brian, you’re a writer and doing it! That’s the voice to heed.